.....hinc illae lacrimae. The Prologue.

Prologue:

It is difficult to keep half formed wishes in your heart. More difficult to keep yourself running after a motive that you know would remain unfulfilled. Hoping against hope. Something that human mind does again and again. Running after a lost cause,... The situation worsens when one refuses to move ahead, and chooses to remind oneself, "I never deserved what i dreamt of, I lost......"

Leo is good looking, is rich, is dangerous. is a defeated lover, a lost son, is hated by his own conscience and maybe a psychopath. He lives to kill and then to live with his guilt. To wake through the nights, horrified by the pain filled voices of the people he murdered. But then to murder again, to punish himself, he knew he deserved pain, he was not worth love.. his parents had left him the girl he loved chose to die rather than love him back....

What will his story be like....???

Things that my life post school taught me

1. Never go out of your way to help some one. There is a good chance that you will we the one left helpless in the end.

2. It is highly important to possess the ability to say a bland "no", else you will not get time to remind yourself that you did not breathe for the last two seconds.

3. Never try to be humble. That is mistaken as stupidity.

4. Never try to correct some one, or tell some one some thing that you know to enrich their knowledge, because if you do so you are acting over smart.

5. Never say the truth. Even if you do you are a liar because every one has a version of the story that saves their neck.

6. Never trust the one looking the most trustworthy. Chances are that it is a very well used camouflage and you actually are the prey.

7. Never do some one a favor. It gives others a chance to people to say, " look how easily i made her do my work. Don't you see i am a genius!!"

8. Do not try to talk to some one with a broad smile. If the person is of the same gender then you are so very trying to use their company, and if of the opposite, then you are either flirting or are genuinely interested in getting into a relationship.

10. If some one cracks a joke on you you are acting so pricey to be furious over such a little thing. But if you do so you are ill mannered enough to be prosecuted.